Borrowed Worlds

Hiraeth

The Welsh word for longing for a home you cannot return to — or that may never have existed.

English has a word for missing a place: homesickness. It is a practical word. It names the ache of being away, and it implies a solution — go back, and the ache will stop. But there is a feeling that homesickness cannot reach. A feeling that arrives not when you are away from home, but sometimes when you are sitting in the very room where you grew up. A longing for something you cannot return to because it no longer exists. Or because it may never have existed quite the way you remember it. Or because what you are missing is not a place at all, but a version of yourself, or a version of the world, that belongs entirely to the past. For this feeling, English offers "nostalgia." But nostalgia is too specific — it points toward a memory you have, a time that actually happened. It does not account for longing toward something you may never have actually experienced. Welsh has a word that reaches further. Hiraeth.

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